Wednesday, July 26, 2006

Sad~

I'm feeling sooo sad while typin' this post... It was all about yesterday... hahaha.. (gelak gak tu...)... so many sad things happened throughout the day... I woke up as usual... berkhayal dan memikirkan jap atas katil tue... there's sumthin' botherin' me since the day before... whoarghh.... perasaan berkecamuk... ayoooo.... sad, guilty, angry, confused, happy, pelik... smuenye ade.... full package...

Hani Mohsin (1963 - 2006)

hehe.... then.. nak atasi.. simply senyum aje... sorang sorang then terus mandi... while havin' my breakfast... I heard from the T.v that Hani Mohsin died... whooa... this increase my sedih level aa... coz... tak tahan tgk artis2 yg baik baik meninggal... soo kesian... Al-Fatihah kepada Hani Mohsin... semoga roh dicucuri rahmat....

Kerol called me and invited me for lunch at Cili Merah around 11.30 a.m... he wanted my decision about a problem he was facing... so... We met.... we discussed... I gave my opinion and advise... hurmm... and felt sikit sedih lah for him... so kesian kat Kerol.. dunt worry mate... I know how it felt... sebagai kawan.. terase gak la.... isk isk.. Papa came by.. we discussed about it... and to make things sad... received an sms from Kerol diz morning... (today....) Kerol said that Juve was the only team relegated to Serie B.. arghhh.... btambah sedih lah Kerol....

Asilah asked me to come to school at 3 p.m... they had Bola Baling match... Abah wanted me to send him to Komuter Station at 3.. so... I send him first.. then straight to school... Met Asilah and Raimi (saw adik raimi gak... hehe.... tepikat laa... ;p) suddenly that sad thingssss came back into my mind... owww shit!!!! benci benci benci!!! hahaha.... dunno what to do... grab Raimi's sudoku book... and try to do it.... (sbenarnye benci gile buku sudoku nie... tapi.... nak kene cover... buat buat lah konon..).. can't concentrate on the bola baling match at all.. haha.. buat sudoku aje.... kui kui kui ;p

After that we had our minum2 time at Cili Merah... (walaupun mendapat tentangan hebat dari smue pihak yg tanak makan kat cili merah... akhirnye mereka akur...) Ilah and Asilah had Mee Soto (which Ilah kate sangat sedap!!!) haha... baru tau.... At least I'm feeling better hangin' around wit budak2 kecil ni.... Ilang skejap masalah.. untill..... Athirah realised that her HP was missing... hahaha... takleh tgk org ceria sekejaplah die nie.... hadoi.... walaupun cemas dalam otak nie... tpakse act cool aje.... rupe2nye.. HP die dalam kereta... tercicir.. fuuh... lega sket... aiyyo makcik ni tak jage barang betul2 nieh....

Bird, Hazeeq and the gang joined us.. berborak borak kosong... then kitorang bersurai... by the time we were going back.... there's a funny thing happened..!!! haha.. Ilah... ingat tak??? pasal rambut lentik tu??? oww.... saye ade peminat!!!! After sending Asilah, Raimi and Athirah.... kene anta Ilah plak.... hehey.. first time rasenye anta Ilah balik sorang2... haha... "they" said... Ilah ni pemalu ngan laki2... haha.. takde pon kan?? oke aje... huhu....

Went straight to padang bola.... dun't play football coz... takde mood sket... so... I saw Fy's car.. went there and I saw Hyd and Sheddi inside... I got inside Fy's car... suddenly teringat phone conversation ngan Fy... hmm.. jadi sedih balik.... ayarkk.... cepatlah ilang..~ borak borak sikit.. then Hyd and Shedi kene balik... nak buka puase.... so... it left me alone in the car.. waitin' for Azan Maghrib... thinking... sigh... "napelah kene ade org org macam ni kat dunie..." hahaha...

Back at home.... maybe Apis and Tengku perasaan perubahan kat dalam diri AB... haha... he seemed quieter and boringer.... I felt the same too... so.. trying to act normally... I showed them a few new ambigrams... "Farhana" and "Raimi"... asked them to read... hehe... then... I took my bath... had to get ready for tonite's class... Ilah's!!.. before going.. Mak gave me a MCD burger... I ate it.... "sedap!" haha... biaselah.. tgh lapar.. smue benda sedap...

At ilah's... tusyen bejalan lancar... cume... sedikit sunyi.... tak ramai... without Aznizah... Athirah.... hurmm... silence~ diam~ ... hehe... guess who came??? jeng3.. perasaan sedih!!! yeay!! thanx for comin'!!!! arghhh.... thank god... zudi was there to cheer me up... I umpan him wit a kinder bueno Chocolate.... but.. ilah asik marah zudi sebab kacaulah konon die kate... arghhh.... babies~ sangat suke... boleh ilangkan masalah.... before finishin' the class... my students tried to cheer me up.. hihi.. thanx!!! while drinkin Coke which Ilah served earlier... i saw one of Ilah's sisters called Ilah.... hahahaha... she said sumthin' to Ilah which of course I can't hear.... Ilah came wit a "senyum2 sumbing"....

OH!!!! ape yg ilah cakap tu sangat menggembirekan!!! hahaha.... ilah cakap : AB... akak ilah kate... AB ni macam _ _ _ _ !!!!!! hahaha..... ;p happy sket dah.... kah kah kah... thanx akak ilah or... die (akak ilah tu) kate.. "Akak Ji" lah... then... balik rumah.... cuci muka... gosok gigi... pray.. doa sket.... then... tido~

p/s : jangan pikirkan masalah tu sbg beban... tapi.. pikir masalah tu sebagai tangge utk kite jadi          happy.... oh...~ (c'est ça stupide, le bête acte de quelqu'un)

3 comments:

hands down, said...

haha ape prob wei. kalau ko sedey, aku rase aku lg la rase tersgt sedey. rasenye la. w/ever it is al fatihah to hani mohsin. :)

ab said...

haha... ksian aku kan sukri kan??? isk isk... tapi dah mulai rase oke dah.... haha.. so.. don't worry~ AB ni memang seorang yg senang melupekan~ ;p

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